Neverheart
Digital, Blue Soldier Records, 2024
01.Two-toned Love (part I)
Run your heart out
And hold your fire
And find your hatred in your desire
And hide your love
And lose your head in the clouds
Win me over
And hold me under
And fly your fences while you wait and wonder
And drive me away
And pull me into your heart
And breathe your last
And breathe a word of mouth-to-mouth and head to toe
And blow away your allies and your foes
So leave your lover and see your fool in love
And take him in and out
And feel your way back
And declare your two-toned love to the boy with the foolish heart
Drown your tears
And dry your sorrow
And find your voices while you lose your morrow
And try your hardest to take your ease and be scared
02.Suspended Heart
Flying in the face of love to follow in your wake, my love
While you're turning your laugh into your cry
Turning your cheer into your sigh
Turning your good into your bye
You're turning your way
Stumbling around, my love, to follow your suspended heart
While you're turning your care into your spite
Turning your peace into your fight
Turning your good into your night
You're turning your back
Flying high and dry into your passion to follow you around at that
While you're turning your laugh into your cry
Turning your cheer into your sigh
Turning your good into your bye
You're turning your way
Stumbling in the face of love to follow hard on you, my love
While you're turning your care into your spite
Turning your peace into your fight
Turning your good into your night
You're turning your back on my love
03.Falling Star
You're leading your life like a rising star
With your head up in the clouds
And your treating your love like an orphan child
Like a heart of floating gold
Like a heart of floating gold
And you're fooling around with your fair-weather friends
With your head up high and dry
And you're treating their love like an only child
Like a heart of falling glass
Like a heart of falling glass
But time will ease your pain
And time will run down your cheek
And time will ease your strain
And time will fly to come down
And you're leaving your alley
And you're choosing your way
And you're flying in the face of love
And you're weaving through your life
And you're losing your heart to
To no one who'll understand
You're leading your life like a falling star
With your head down on the ground
And your treating your love like a stillborn child
Like a heart of broken stone
Like a heart of broken stone
04.Long-lost Crazy Love
I'm rolling back the years with all my heart
I'm dwelling on my joyous thoughts of sorrow
I'm indulging in illusions of love
Of my everlasting love, my everlasting long-lost crazy love
I'm hiding like a fool, like a child at heart
I'm drawing back from laughter and from sorrow
To wallow in illusions of love
Of my never-glowing love
Of my neverglow
And I will leave you all alone, my little home
And I will chill you to the bone
And I will see you through the night, my little muse
And I will sing your autumn blues
For you're my guardian and my fallen angel child
And you're my silence and my turmoil of the night
You're my everlasting love, my everlasting long-lost crazy love
I'm falling half asleep with all my heart
I'm dreaming of a stillborn child of sorrow
And I'm straying in delusions of love
Of my never-glowing love
Of my neverglow
05.Losing Heart
I'm following the leadings of your heart
I'm stumbling
I'm moving back and forth
I'm reeling
I'm following the leadings of your losing heart
I'm breaking down
I'm running out of true
I'm losing heart
I'm following the voices in my head
I'm stumbling
I'm running out of true
I'm reeling
I'm following the voices of my losing my head
I'm straying off
I'm running up and down
I'm losing heart
06.Leave-taking Song
And I will leave you now that I'm falling for you
And I will leave you now that I'm falling for you now that I leave you
And I will throw you now that I'm longing for you
And I will throw you now that I'm longing for you
Now that you seem to move
In time with the sound of my heart, my love
In time with the beat of my soul
In time with the tune of my leave-taking song
And I will scare you now that I'm heading for you
And I will scare you now that I'm heading for you
Now that you seem to move
07.Two-toned Love (part II)
Run your heart out
And hold your fire
And find your hatred in your desire
And hide your love
And turn your head
And sigh your soul out while you're playing dead
And leave me out
And leave me in the dark
And leave me waiting for love
So win me over
And keep me under
And fly your fences while you wait and wonder
And drive me away
And pull me back
And throw me off your beaten track
And leave me alone
And leave me in the dark
And leave me waiting for love
So tell me where you're running high
You're hiding out
You're bleeding dry
You're stumbling
You're falling down, my love
And why you turn your head up to the sky
And leave your love and say goodbye
You leave your love and you say goodbye for good
So leave me out
And leave me in the dark
And leave me waiting for love
08.Trying Hard to Never Understand
You're flying in the face of love
Flying high up to the ground
You're coming crashing down and out so sound
You're crying in the face of love
Crying out your wasted heart
You're drying up while you're falling down apart
You're falling in the face of love
Falling for your wasted friend
Yet trying hard to never understand
You're leaving in the face of love
Leaving for your wasted land
You're running out while you're running down your friend
You're falling in the face of love
Falling for your wasted friend
Yet trying hard to never understand
09.Fall in Love, Fall Apart
Blooming in your shade
Fading in your light, my love
Breathing in your fears
Drowning in your hopes, my love
Swallowing your lies
Blinding out your truth, my love
You're leaving me alone to stay with me all night, my love
And you're leading me away from my everything
And you're turning into my only
And you're preying on my heart
You're praying for your life, my love
And you tear me up
And you tear me down, my love
And you die away
And you die away into leaf
And you fall in love
And you fall apart, my love
10.Neverheart
I'm leaving for your motherland, my love
And for your mother's heart
And I'm coming home to reconcile my love
I'm coming home to you
I'm leaving for your broken land, my love
And for your broken heart
And I'm reaching out to understand my love
I'm reaching out to you
I'm reaching out to you
And I'm reaching out to lose my head
I'm reaching out to rise
And I'm reaching out to lose your love
And I'm reaching out to fall
I'm leaving for your neverland, my love
And for your neverheart
And I'm leaving home forevermore, my love
I'm leaving home for good